When You're Far
When you are far, Orbit of my mind spirals down to gnaw whatever remains at the dust of my exiled memories. Long faded, barely a silhouette, I cannot keep my soul from echoing behind you, heeding every shade of your glance. When you are far, I read the darkest names of love on the threads of fate, I even now fear to say them out loud for it may revert me to who I was before. After all, it's suicide to walk the same path evil nights always guide. I don't remember much when you are far. I do remember that love was to be conquered, to be sickened by. It is now to bloom in the new horizons, only to die on the same spot. I don't know why the biggest lie you spat doesn't have much weight on me. Is it because you are far, or is the distance futile now? When you were far, I also went far, I took my hollow heart to every hill the sun sets on so I could hear it howl with the winds of this heaven. Some winds mimicked the way you whispered my name in your prayerful nights. Some ...